Goals for 2013

  • Try to love everyone
  • Read the bible more
  • Read other books more
  • Write in a journal every single day
  • Make better decisions
  • Always think before saying something hurtful
  • No more bike accidents
  • Better grades
  • Do something productive every day
  • Be more aware of people’s feelings
  • Be more compassionate
  • Make more friends
  • Save some money
  • Meet deadlines
  • Don’t procrastinate

finals time

things i wanna do

  • paint
  • read
  • daydream
  • sleep
  • read
  • kick it
  • watch a movie

things i shud b doin

  • studying
  • studying
  • studying

Summer to-do list

  • Wake up early and jog (almost daily)
  • Become a morning person
  • Read at least one book
  • Stay away from Netflix 
  • Quit being so lazy
  • Get back into taking pictures
  • Paint something
  • Visit the beach
  • Spend a whole lot of time with Kev
  • Go to Six Flags
  • Go to Disneyland
  • Go somewhere cool for the fourth of July
  • Avoid getting severely sunburned
  • Keep my room clean
  • Maybe get a job (maybe)
  • Go camping
  • Go on a road trip 
  • Visit my grandparents in Mexico
  • Get mentally ready to leave for college
  • Spend quality time with my best friend
  • Avoid wasting an entire day at home
  • Go to at least one show/concert
  • Spend time with the old high school gang
  • Avoid getting hooked on a tv show

I hope I don’t waste this summer like I do every other summer. I cannot spend this summer in my room, watching some tv show on Netflix, chillin’. I can’t. I will never forgive myself.

What I order at Subway

  • 6-inch flatbread 
  • chicken teriyaki
  • american cheese
  • toasted, please
  • spinach
  • tomatoes
  • light mayonnaise
  • sweet onion sause
  • some avocado
  • make it a combo
  • 2 raspberry cheesecake cookies instead of chips
  • small cup
  • little bit of ice cubes
  • Fuze iced sweetened green tea
  • straw

There are 5 Subways I can swing by on my way home from school. This is why I never have money. I love Subway. I always tell myself to order something new, but I’m stuck on the same thing. I love Subway.

Reading Log

Books I want to read/finish reading:

  • 1984
  • A Tale of Two Cities
  • All Quiet on the Western Front (started)
  • Everything is Illuminated (started)
  • A Thousand Spendid Suns (started)
  • Into the Wild
  • The Outsiders
  • The Harry Potter books
  • Girl, Interrupted (started)
  • Water For Elephants
  • The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time (started)
  • The Kite Runner (started)
  • The Book Theif
  • Life of Pi
  • Lord of the Flies (started)
  • Thirteen Reasons Why
  • The Bell Jar
  • Looking for Alaska
  • Animal Farm
  • Running With Scissors (started)
  • Angela’s Ashes (started)
  • The Hunger Games books (started)
  • The Giver
  • Sold

Books I want to reread/finish rereading:

  • The Perks of Being a Wallflower
  • The Catcher in the Rye
  • The Great Gatsby (work in progress)
  • Crank
  • Stargirl (work in progress)
  • To Kill a Mockingbird
  • Dancing Naked
  • Esperanza Rising
  • Crash
  • This Lullaby (work in progress)
  • Flipped

Things I need to stop saying

  • Tight
  • Chill
  • Let’s jam
  • Totes
  • Oh my God
  • Twinsies
  • That’s so clutch
  • Whaaaat
  • Are you serious? 
  • Seriously?
  • Wow
  • C’mon, please
  • Okie dokie pokie
  • Aka
  • Tiiiight
  • Sweet
  • Cool beans
  • Legit
  • Peace out

So on and so forth.

Fish tacos

  1. Rubio’s Mex Food — 9.87/10
  2. Señor Fish — 9.5/10
  3. My Taco — 8.9/10
  4. My mom’s — 8.5/10
  5. Fresca’s Mex Grill — 8/10
  6. Ruby’s Diner — 7/10
  7. Albert’s Mex Food — 5/10

I’ve been extremely obsessed with fish tacos lately. 

Friends/family that I miss

  • My grandparents
  • Chris Cuevas
  • Stefy Rolon
  • Ashley Cervantes
  • Enrique Gomez
  • Martin De Santiago
  • Liam Kevany
  • My grandparents
  • My grandparents
  • My grandparents
  • Deyssi Zavaleta
  • Martha Perez
  • Adrian Yu
  • Aaron Alvarado
  • Daniel Flores
  • My grandparents
  • Kirs10 Cruz
  • Monique Ortega
  • Tania Hernandez
  • Sean Alexander
  • Marie Delgado

And the list goes on and on. I miss the relationships I had with these peeps. Friends drift apart. It’s sad, but it’s the inevitable. As people grow up, they also grow apart. 

Why am I being emo right now i should be asleep

Things I am going to miss about living at home

  • My family
  • Church
  • My best friend
  • Free 24-hour access to a washer and dryer 
  • Living somewhat close to my friends
  • Hanging out with friends at random hours of the day
  • Bumping into old friends at Target
  • My room
  • Being 40 minutes away from my boyfriend
  • Chilling with my little brother
  • Being home
  • Knowing where all the good burger joints are at
  • Random family barbecues
  • The Target that’s 3 minutes away from my house
  • Borrowing my sister’s clothes
  • Checking the fridge
  • My house
  • Watching shows on Hulu with my sister
  • Getting rides to school from my mom
  • The little kids at church
  • Everything else

Things I love eating

  • Fettucini alfredo
  • Nutella crepes with strawberries from IHOP
  • Subway (6-inch flat bread, chicken teriyaki, american cheese, toasted, spinach, tomatoes, avocado, light mayonaise, and sweet onion sauce) 
  • Strawberries
  • Strawberries with Nutella
  • Frozen green grapes
  • Clam chowder
  • Tortilla soup
  • Blueberry pancakes 
  • Banana pancakes
  • Waffles
  • Spaghetti
  • Lasagna
  • Rice pudding
  • Oatmeal
  • Apple pie
  • Mashes potatoes with gravy
  • Steamed vegetables
  • Mexican orange rice (yummm)
  • Frijoles de la hoya
  • Enchiladas
  • Thai food (like pad see ew)
  • Avocado rolls
  • Shrimp
  • Pupusas
  • Yogurt

The list goes on and on and on and on.